I once had a dream that I was looking for a "waterfall". I visited vast places with people I haven't even met. All of these places had something, in common, I didn't fit in any of them.

After a while, it seemed that had I found my waterfall. After that I fell down on my face in bliss and thought of letting everything go. It felt like I wanted to die in peace.

Then I woke up...

Some people deserve to die, some people don't and others are slapped in the face because the can't.